Australiatomorrow,whataboutyhter,whowilltakecareofher?Iamnotsogoodatspeaking,soIhopeandsuggestwejustusemessagestounicate,sincemyEnglishisnotsowell,Imustrereadyourletteronceagain,becauseIamnotquiteknowwelboutyourideaoflife,areyoukindofpiningtoobstacles,toknowyourmindisnoteasyforme,Ioftenstayinmyownwritingworld,Ihavenottoomanyfriend,butthisSundayIhavetocelebratemybirthdaywithmyfriendinTaipei,soIamnotathomewholeafternoon,hopeyoudon''''tmind,thisisthehappiestthingIlike,itistodinningwithmyfriend,andatstIfeelmusttellyouthatmyphotosareallthroughdigitallyeticsfixed,Iamnotsoprettyactually,beautifulyouthhasgone,Iusedtobeapeopleofmanyghostfans,itissohorriblethatIescapeallrightnow,theyenrichmywriting,Iamgdyoutalkaboutourfuture,butdoyoumindifIwriteallmylife,ahesamewayjustasIam,needIgeanythingforyou?Iwonderifmymotherwillpermitus,thisisveryseriousproblemtosolve.hopeyouuandthatIhaveobstaclesproblemoffallingsleep,soIakeafewpilltogettosleep,butIwishyougotoAustraliatakesomepicturetoletmesightseeingatthesametime,goodluck,myfriend.

Sincerely,Polly

MyDearestSweetheartPolly,

Ohyes!IamonmywayalreadysailingtoAustralia.IamtheheadofOperatorandEngndNavy.Youarecorrect!IwantyoutoknowthatIlostmywifeinacaractasIstatedearliertoyou.stronglyadviseyoutoopenyourhearttoanyonewhoeyourwayaswhoyouarewaitingfhtDisappointyou.WhenIopenmyPCtoreadyouremailIwassomuchexcitedandhappy.BabyitisnowIknowtherearestilngelsoh.Ireallymissyouanditwasnicespeakingwithyouonphoerdaythough.Goldenvoiceyouhave.myheartiscallingoutforyou.Beingmilesapartfromyouislikesaltdrippingonanopenwound.IhoughtIcouldlovesomeonesomuchasIloveandthinkmuchofyou..eventhoughwearefarapart.Myheartseemstogrowfonderofyouwitheveryseds..ofthisgreatdistaseparatesus.Iknowthatsomedecisionsarehardtomake,butwheionandloveprevailoveranyotheris,thenalltheroadstohappinessbeewideopenanddangerfree.Firstofall,WehavetoputGodfirstinanythingwedoandIwouldliketomakesureyouknowthatIloveyouverymucheventhoughwehaveeachotherandthatyouarethemostwantedadesiredpersonthananyonecouldpossiblybe.